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Faith in the Time of Suffering

Tuesday of Week 26 in Ordinary Time (Year II)
St. Vincent de Paul, Priest
Job 3:1-3,11-17,20-23 | Psalm 87:2-8 | Luke 9:51-56


In today’s reading, Job finally snaps. It’s easy for us to claim the perspective of hindsight, knowing how Job’s story ends, but it’s quite another thing to put ourselves in Job’s place, and try to understand the depth of his suffering.

I’ve met someone who’s tasted some of Job’s pain in his own life. Our current coach captain, a jolly Irishman named David, just shared his life story with our group of traveling pilgrims, and it’s a doozy.

Imagine meeting the love of your life, having two children with her, and watch helplessly as your only son contracts meningitis at just a year old, destroying his capacity for rational thought and bodily control.

Imagine being away from your family for long periods, driving tourists around to earn a living while your wife is the sole caregiver at home.

Imagine calling home while on the road, and listening to your 24-year-old paralyzed son scream his joy down the phone, because it’s the only sound he knows to make.

Imagine being not-yet-50, looking forward to feeding and wiping your son clean for the rest of your lives, being startled awake by screams of joy in the middle of each night, and worrying what would happen to him when both of you are called back to God.

Imagine going through what most would consider hell on earth, yet still keeping faith with God, still caring for someone whom most would have abandoned early on, still showing great love for your passengers…because your daughter has given you four beautiful grandchildren with funny names.

As Jesus told St. Thomas, “Doubt no longer, but believe.” (John 20:27)

Lord, grant all caregivers the strength and loving fortitude to continue their appointed mission. Open our hearts to see You in them, and to share our love in turn in whatever way we can. Amen.

The Youthful and the Dead

Saturday of Week 25 in Ordinary Time (Year II)
Ecclesiastes 11:9-12:8 | Psalm 89:3-6,12-14,17 | Luke 9:43-45

Our Catholic adventure yesterday was a perfect microcosm of today’s reading. Here’s what happened:

At Clonmacnoise, Ireland, we celebrated mass in a open glass chapel, built upon the spot where Pope John Paul II celebrated mass in 1979. A frigid gale was blowing, defying the chapel’s efforts to protect us, and as we celebrated mass while looking out of the open side facing east, all we could see were cold tombstones, marking the resting places where hundreds of faithful lie in wait for Jesus’ coming:

And the mourners are already walking to and fro in the street
before the silver cord has snapped,
or the golden lamp been broken,
or the pitcher shattered at the spring,
or the pulley cracked at the well,
or before the dust returns to the earth as it once came from it, and the breath to God who gave it. (Ecclesiastes 12:5-7)

Then we drove back to Dublin to catch a flight to Glasgow for the Scottish leg of our Catholic tour. I was seated in front of three loud, brash young men, who were talking up a hedonistic storm for the entire flight, liberally sprinkled with vulgarities (if I understood their thickly-accented words correctly). I wish I’d enough courage to say to them:

Rejoice in your youth, you who are young;
let your heart give you joy in your young days.
Follow the promptings of your heart
and the desires of your eyes.
But this you must know: for all these things God will bring you to judgement. (Ecclesiates 11:9)

Our first stop in Scotland was Carfin Lourdes Grotto; its name should explain why. There, we braved the frigid gale that could almost have followed us from Clonmacnoise, walking the Stations of the Cross at a somewhat less sedate pace than normal. All we could hear around us was the roar of the wind:

when the voice of the bird is silenced,
and song notes are stilled,
when to go uphill is an ordeal
and a walk is something to dread. (Ecclesiates 12:4-5)

And then I discovered an obscure gate in the middle of the Carfin grounds, leading to a dark tomb:

The Lord's Tomb
There, in the holy darkness, I was alone with my Lord, and finally found a measure of peace:

The repose of the Lord

There, I could shut out the noise of the worldly wind, singing its cold siren song of secular indulgence and spiritual turmoil. There, I could remind myself:

Vanity of vanities, the Preacher says. All is vanity. (Ecclesiastes 12:8)

The Trouble With Intellectual Vanity

Wednesday of the 6th Week of Easter
Acts 17:15, 22-18:1 | Psalm 148:1-2,11-14 | John 16:12-15


There’s a large chunk omitted from today’s reading (sometimes called the Areopagus sermon), and when I looked it up, I wondered why it had been left out:

Paul waited for them in Athens and there his whole soul was revolted at the sight of a city given over to idolatry.
In the synagogue he held debates with the Jews and the God-fearing, but in the market place he had debates every day with anyone who would face him.
Even a few Epicurean and Stoic philosophers argued with him. Some said, ‘Does this parrot know what he’s talking about?’ And, because he was preaching about Jesus and the resurrection, others said, ‘He sounds like a propagandist for some outlandish gods’.
They invited him to accompany them to the Council of the Areopagus, where they said to him, ‘How much of this new teaching you were speaking about are we allowed to know?
Some of the things you said seemed startling to us and we would like to find out what they mean.’
The one amusement the Athenians and the foreigners living there seem to have, apart from discussing the latest ideas, is listening to lectures about them. (Acts 17:16-21)

Notice how this missing passage changes the context of the words around it. Rather than preaching to a friendly audience, St. Paul is actually in “enemy territory” here, engaging in a clash of intellect with, among others, the followers of Epicureanism (the “gods-can’t-be-bothered” camp) and Stoicism (the “one-with-nature” group).

Indeed, some biblical scholars have suggested that the invitation to speak to the Athens city council was less “we’re curious, tell us more” and more “give us a good reason not to run you out of town for preaching about foreign gods”. As it turned out, the council was divided after St. Paul’s sermon, with some heaping scornful laughter on him, and others intellectually intrigued but not spiritually moved. Small wonder, then, that St. Paul chose to give up and move on, though among the small number of converts he amassed was Dionysius the Areopagite, later bishop and now patron saint of the ancient intellectual hotbed called Athens.

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Today, the reigning philosophy would have to be SCIENCE of the “precludes God” variety. I personally have no trouble reconciling God and scientific principles, but I’ve encountered too many people who think “I have free will, therefore I submit to no god (who doesn’t exist anyway),” while simultaneously placing great store in the fortunate impact of an inverted 福 (Chinese for “welcome to fortune!”), or touching wood, or not speaking “unlucky” words during Chinese New Year. The irony of intellectual vanity is delicious dessert, but I really shouldn’t indulge.

Lord, open our eyes to the possibilities that knowing You can bring to our daily lives, in the joys of caring and sharing with others. Amen.

P.S. I visited the Areopagus back in 2013. There really isn’t much left of it.

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We Are Born To The Purple

Monday of the 6th Week of Easter
Acts 16:11-15 | Psalm 149:1-6, 9 | John 15:26 – 16:4


Today’s reflection begins with a photo-journal from my 2013 pilgrimage retracing the footsteps of St. Paul through modern-day Turkey and Greece, specifically on today’s reading about Philippi and Lydia.

Sailing from Troas we made a straight run for Samothrace; the next day for Neapolis, and from there for Philippi, a Roman colony and the principal city of that particular district of Macedonia.

Not much left of it, I’m afraid…

...reclaimed by the sands of time.

…reclaimed by the sands of time.

After a few days in this city we went along the river outside the gates as it was the sabbath and this was a customary place for prayer.

We celebrated mass at that very spot.

We celebrated mass at that very spot. No “LYDIA WUZ HERE” graffiti to be found.

We sat down and preached to the women who had come to the meeting. One of these women was called Lydia, a devout woman from the town of Thyatira who was in the purple-dye trade.

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St. Lydia of Thyatira, the first European convert.

She listened to us, and the Lord opened her heart to accept what Paul was saying.

The Man himself.

The Man himself.

After she and her household had been baptised she sent us an invitation: “If you really think me a true believer in the Lord,” she said, “come and stay with us”; and she would take no refusal.

Not her house, just a Greek Orthodox church built near the river where she was baptized.

Not her house, of course, just a Greek Orthodox church built near the river where she was baptized.

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By all accounts, Lydia of Thyatira was a well-to-do woman, purple dye being an incredibly expensive luxury at the time. Even today, to be “born to the purple” is to lead a life of privilege, and to be envied by many.

Yet despite her status, she chose to listen to and believe a short scruffy man called Paul, who preached the good news of salvation.

Despite her earthly riches, she set great store by the grace of baptism, an act probably pooh-poohed by her contemporaries as “a mere dalliance by the river”, and at best “a cleansing bath”.

Yet we today, who possess riches and technologies beyond even the reach of St. Lydia, spend more time on said riches and technologies than on attaining the prize of eternal life. Are we making the right choice here?

Lord, open our eyes to the place in our Father’s heavenly mansion that you have prepared for us, and encourage us to strive towards deserving that place each and every day. Amen.

Nada te turbe

The famous poem of St. Teresa of Avila has been bouncing around in my head, ever since I sang a Taize rendition with my college chapel choir a quarter-century ago:

So it was heartwarming to behold the text in beautiful script, at the Convent of the Annunciation in Alba de Tormes:

Tastefully elegant.

Tastefully elegant.

Nada te turbe
nada te espante
Todo se pasa
Dios nose muda.
La paciencia todo alcanza.
Quien a Dios tiene 
nada le falta
Solo Dios basta.
Let nothing disturb you,
nothing frighten you,
All things are passing.
God never changes.
Patience obtains all things.
Whoever has God lacks nothing.
God is enough.