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Digo Si, Señor!

Blessed Feast of the Annunciation to all!

I’m reminded today that Mary unreservedly said “Yes” to God (Lk 1:26-38), but Jesus’ disciples demurred with “let me do XYZ first, then I’ll follow you” (Lk 9:57-62). How much more difficult is it for us today to heed that call, to forsake all that the secular world holds dear to follow a greater Truth?

In that spirit, here’s a song I used to sing at my college chapel 25 years ago, not truly comprehending the magnitude of the words spilling from my mouth in incomprehensible Spanish:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tMzc4Kex54k

P.S. The above video may not be available, depending on where you’re viewing it from. Here’s another one that may work better:

and a taste of the lyrics in Spanish and English:

Al Señor de eternidad,
Digo si Señor.
Al Señor que me escuscha,
Digo si Señor.
Al Dios de los ofenidos,
Digo si Señor.
Al Dios de justicia,
Digo si Señor.
To the God who cannot die,
I say "Yes," my Lord.
To the one who hears me cry,
I say "Yes," my Lord.
To the God of the oppressed,
I say "Yes," my Lord.
To the God of all justice,
I say "Yes," my Lord.
Digo Si Señor
en tiempos malos
y en tiempos buenos.
Digo Si Señor
a todo lo que hablas.
I say "Yes," my Lord,
in all the good times,
through all the bad times.
I say "Yes," my Lord,
to every word you speak.

#JeSuisThomas

Poor Thomas the Apostle. Your compatriots come to you with incredible news, you instinctively go “hang on a second,” and you’re suddenly reduced to a meme:

https://www.tumblr.com/tomicscomics/133817208180/peek-a-who

And yet…I believe Thomas was one of the most steadfast followers of Christ, not far behind Peter the Rock. He only features in three Bible passages, but each one is quite instructive:

John 11:1-16

When Jesus prepared to head back to Judea to raise Lazarus from the dead, everyone hesitated for fear of the Jews; back then, stoning was A Thing, not to be taken lightly. It was Thomas the firebrand who plucked up his courage and egged the others on: “Let us also go, that we may die with him.”

John 14:1-7

Thomas was also clearly not sleeping during his instruction. At the Last Supper, the disciples were perturbed by Jesus’ revelations about the hours to come, and especially about the triple-denial of the first among them. Jesus comforts them with the news that He would prepare a place for them in heaven, and return to “take you to myself, so that you may be with me where I am. You know the way to the place where I am going.”

It was Thomas who fought his way through the fog of alcohol and a full meal to ask: “We don’t know where you’re going, so how can we know the way?” By now, we know Jesus’ response by heart, but it’s always good to refresh our memory.

John 20:19-31

And let’s not forget that even though Jesus was addressing the Doubter when he said “you believe because you can see me,” the other disciples also believed because they saw. It was Thomas alone who started with second-hand information rather than the Real Thing, and I suspect the other disciples wouldn’t have fared any better had they been placed in Thomas’ sandals.

Note also that Jesus did not rebuke Thomas. No condescending “you IDIOT!” No incinerating pillar of fire. No loss of temper as with the merchants in the Temple of Jerusalem. Just a few quiet words: “I am He. See my hands, my feet, my side. Doubt no longer.” (I also think Jesus would’ve given Thomas a patient look that said: “By the way, I still love you despite your doubt.”)

Thomas’ response was a polar opposite:

My Lord and my God!

No hanging on to personal pride, no “you can’t be real, I must be dreaming, or someone’s dropped marijuana in the fireplace.” Just a straightforward EXCLAMATION! from the Firebrand of Faith.

Conclusion

The Apostle Thomas was:

  • enthusiastic to a fault,
  • attentive to his Master’s teachings,
  • not afraid to ask questions,
  • careful to treat others’ babbling with a degree of skepticism,
  • not too proud to correct himself given appropriate evidence,
  • a vocal believer.

All in all, not a bad role model for our faith.

#JeSuisThomas

Secular Advice for Sacred Action

Often erroneously attributed to Mother Teresa, The Paradoxical Commandments by Dr. Kent M. Keith is a worldly call to action, that nevertheless cuts to the heart of what I think it means to be Christian to an un-Christian world. It’s all the more remarkable for being written when he was 19 years old.

People are illogical, unreasonable, and self-centered.
Love them anyway.
[…] Give the world the best you have and you’ll get kicked in the teeth.
Give the world the best you have anyway.

I believe that we are called to do thus, so that at the end of days, we will have the strength to stand with confidence before the Son of Man [Lk 21:36], not just having proclaimed “Lord, Lord”, but also having done the will of Our Father in heaven. [Mt 7:21]

Amen.

Pope Francis’ Lenten Meditation

See. Stop. Touch. Three simple actions that Jesus promoted in the Parable of the Good Samaritan, and that He Himself embodied during His earthly ministry. As we approach the end of the Lenten season and prepare ourselves to walk the Via Dolorosa in our own ways, let us ponder how we can make this world a more merciful place, three tiny deeds at a time:

https://zenit.org/articles/popes-spiritual-exercises-3-verbs-of-compassion/

A Call to Examen

We visited the basilica of St. Teresa of Avila in Alba de Tormes near the end of our Spanish pilgrimage. To call it “unfinished” would be something of an understatement.

Where we want to be...

Where we want to be.

Where we are now...

Where we are now…about 20% done or less.

Still, I had no problem filling the supposed €4 million shortfall with a few euros of my own, though it looked a lot more like a €40 million hole that needed filling.

Jpeg

Besides, who could refuse such a lovely child?

Fast-forward to our last day, when I found myself buying two bottles of water from our dedicated bus captain Luis, with a homeless man beside me asking for help. I already had a €2 coin in my hand…so I paid Luis, and turned the vagrant away.

Which may explain why I awoke in the wee hours of this morning, just one week and a few hours after returning home. I was roused prematurely by a distressing dream with a persistent undertone of betrayal, but try as I might to recall the dream, the only thing that came to mind was the vagrant scene, ending with him uttering a plaintive:

Why?

If that’s not a call to Examen, I don’t know what would be.

In the meantime, I’ll heed the request of St. Teresa of Avila (seen at the Convent of the Incarnation):

"I will not ask, but that you see Him."

“I will not ask, but that you seek Him.”