Tuesday of Week 9 in Ordinary Time (Year I)
Tobit 2:9-14 | Psalm 111(112):1-2,7-9 | Mark 12:13-17
‘What about your own alms? What about your own good works? Everyone knows what return you have had for them.’ (Tobit 2:14)
Tomorrow, two people I know will make their final journey here on earth. Both are mothers:
one contracted an infection while in hospital for an unrelated procedure, and quickly succumbed to the twin ravages of old age and pneumonia,
but the other leaves behind three teenage sons and a grieving father, struggling to cope with the loss of his beloved after a long illness, and now having to raise one special-needs almost-adult by himself.
Anna’s rebuke of her husband certainly stung Tobit, probably more than the bird droppings that blinded him. It’s hard not to connect this to my friend’s sufferings; after many years of serving God faithfully, he’s now in such a difficult position.
I’m sure many former Catholics have left the faith for the same reason. “What kind of God is this, who rewards my loyalty with pain and suffering?!?!”
I think an answer lies in today’s Gospel, when Jesus reminds us to:
‘Give back to Caesar what belongs to Caesar – and to God what belongs to God.’ (Mark 12:17)
So what exactly belongs to God? In a nutshell: Love, faithfulness, and praise.
That’s pretty much all He’s ever asked of us, but we have problems giving Him even that little, when we unconsciously give priority to our worldly cares.
This world wants us to be materially rich, to accumulate more belongings than we know what to do with, all the better to assert our superiority over others.
This world wants us to achieve our riches through deliberate quashing of our rivals, competitors in a zero-sum game that defies the logic of cooperative love.
This world wants us to be self-centered.
Yet I believe Jesus is telling us: Why not give back to the world what belongs to the world?
Why not give back the temptation to pursue personal gain at the expense of others?
Why not give back the lust for possessions for which we have no need?
Why not give back the “me against the world” attitude?
And what would we give back to God then, in the person of our brothers and sisters?
Why not give back the love He so freely gave us, lending our resources, our time, and our talents to those who need help?
Why not give back the faithfulness He demonstrated to us through the Passion of His only Son, by going just a little out of our way to befriend the lost in spirit, drawing them back into community both during Sunday Eucharist and the weekdays in between?
Why not give back the praise He’s due, making an effort to open our hearts during worship at mass, letting go of all our reluctance and clock-watching, just to look at the Body and Blood of Christ and truly see Him therein?
Tobit was a good man who suffered a lot, but he also stayed the course of faithfulness and love despite his temporal suffering. We can but follow his example, and the example of all the faithful whose deeds are records in holy scripture.
Amen.